Entry #1 - I've never done this before, but it felt like good idea. Keeping all these thoughts in my head, it just drives me nuts. Then again, I have conversations with myself so maybe I'm a little crazy already. All I want to say is Fuck Justin Helms, I fucking hate him! I try to deal with everything that he makes me feel and now that I'm finally kind of getting comfortable in my skin enough to try to be normal with him, he throws it all in my face.
Spence was helping me be okay with being ...